Spiraling Eyes

The first picture is of a huge spiral that represents what foes on in my head.
The second picture is the eyes that I feel are watching me, and the tears I cry
when I;m feeling judged and also when I realize that it’s me judging me.
“I seldom find myself alone. I’m always feeling watched and scrutinized.
These art pieces are a representation of me, as I speak into the spiral of agonizing ideas and doubts.
Every moment, watched, from near, from far, I always sense the eyes on me.
Every moment I cry, every moment I smile, someone is judging, someone is wondering,
“Why can’t you do better?”
But it’s not someone. It’s me. Me in my head, me in my mind.There’s no one else but me inside.”